TO X:
Days like this, i just feel stupid. stupid for loving. for loving like this. for believing too much. for lighting a candle in prayer for a lover who's leaving for holiday with another lover. for violating my own principles. for hating and not blaming and still answering calls. for agreeing to be the other, then the one, then the other for almost half a year... but love has its lessons and my current mindscape would have me believe that this has a purpose and however painful, loving relationships are worth sustaining. is there never an answer? does love always have to be discovered and understood alone?
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oye! i'm leaving dilli today. coming to bombay. will reach by 4ish. see you at anna's, k?
muwah.
a familiar feeling to me, i understand what you mean. maybe we should form a community somewhere. there are so many like us.
trusting. feeling stupid. then excited. and healed. then trusting. and doubting. and feeling stupid.
*love*
ananya
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